qilah

:(

2010-06-20T22:06:00.001+08:00

Holiday sadness sucks balls.

OK GO

2010-06-08T13:32:00.002+08:00

Hi, I'm welcoming myself back here only because I think this blog needs to be updated. I also think I'll privatize this blog because I don't see any reason to abondon it just like that.

HAHAHA. I hate it when I talk like that.

&Iforgotten to tell ygys that I've moved, long time ago. Hehe. No, actually, I've never told anyone about it.

Bye la.

(L)

2010-04-27T20:50:00.001+08:00

Hi June wait for me!

Hi OBS wait for meeeeee!

I'm the happiest girl in the worlddddd! Hehehe

Bye

-

2010-04-03T13:49:00.001+08:00

I need to go for a run!

:D

2010-04-02T12:36:00.002+08:00

TGIFY

2010-03-31T18:20:00.002+08:00

The need to have somone to talk to and ended up having many listening ears.
I love my friends veryveryvery much :)

Tremendously Terrible Tuesday

2010-03-30T20:01:00.003+08:00

"Sometimes when we fight, I think maybe I should just let you leave and push you out of my life. But I don't decide, cause I know that I just can't survive without you. And I know inside I never let you go cause I'm sure you're the one. Even though the rain it's clear, you're the one that I want . And no matter how we fuss and fight, boy you should always know that I just can't stop loving you. That's why I can't say go."
-Tiao Cruz

So it's Tuesday today. As usual, it's my terrible day. Too terrible to even live. Thank god I survived the whole day. I'm learning not to care. I think I shouldn't be nice anymore. Not that I've always been someone nice. C'mon, everyone has a darker side. I think today, as far as I'm concern is one of the worst days of my life. But whatheck, I know it's gonna be over so why should I complain, living with this pain even for a little while?

I mentioned on how vulnerable I was before, and too bad for me, I've turned into the same old ugly duckling again. I think it's time I stand up on my own. I don't wanna depend on people all the time since I said I don't like to. Does having a friend to talk to counts? I've never felt so sad. This is bad.

On the bright side, I topped the class for Art! Atleast there's something to smile about.

(?)

2010-03-29T17:38:00.003+08:00

What does it mean, if your right pinkie

is colder than the rest of our fingers?

I am a Dreamer

2010-03-26T12:04:00.001+08:00

The last thing I wanna know is that everything is over and done with and history shall remain as history.

Quote for the day: Every winner has experienced loss too. I'm a winner, and so are you.

What's meant to be will always find it's way

2010-03-21T08:12:00.005+08:00

Whoo, okay so I slept for only 2 hours and 15 minutes. Woke up at 6.30 and OMG dyou know how happy I am? I guess I just needed some sleep. Wait no. More problems to come but hey, I'm glad something's overrrr!

Art! It's bloody hell Art! It's been bothering me for days! & oh yeah, I've figure out on what to draw! It's not too late! I've got another 16 ad a half hours to do this. Plus the other few hours if I could stay awake tonight :) I'mma get busy today and shall not be distracted by cartoons, phone internet** or food. Just me, Art and music :D :D YAY! YAY! YAY! YAY!

Thank god it's Sundaaaaaaay!

Bless this broken road

2010-03-21T03:42:00.004+08:00

I can't believe I'm so dumb to actually fall for this again. Argh no, I'm contradicting. :(

I once told myself that I should care less about my own feelings and not take things to heart. Take care of someone's heart instead. Why is it so hard to mean it? I too wanna be someone who touches others heart and make someone feel at home when I'm around. I just can't stand looking at this unfixed, broken road. I think it's time I come to my senses that life really isn't where you always win. Sure there's a little wreck in some things that I do but to fix it, I'm gonna need my own self. I don't really like depending on people. It makes me feel like a weak person now that I realise where my weaknesses are. Not that I mind helping hands. I just wanna do things right, for myself atleast once. Maybe I'm taking things to hard on myself. IDK.

On second thought, it takes two hands to clap. Helping hands may be the way to solve these. Okay, another contradiction. I can't help it! I wanna succeed on my own, at the same time I need a helping hand. Also, I don't wanna trouble people who apparently has business of they're own. I think I'm thinking too much.

Goodnite.

(L)

2010-03-21T03:39:00.000+08:00

I love how we are right now. Let's not ruin it.

MAJOR HEARTACHE

2010-03-21T02:00:00.007+08:00

I'm sad. I'm very very sad. I feel like I'm the saddest girl in the world. This ugly pain, it's haunting me down again :( I think I've kept too many things to myself. Honestly, I wouldn't want to tell anyone about it thinking they might have problems of they're own.

Did you know, that smileys can be deceiving? It's a matter of how you understand someone. Apparently, you've not known me yet. I'mma give it some time because I know it needs time. But then again, I can't live with this torturous pain! It feels really really ugly! Please tell me it's just holiday sadness. Damn, I need a chill pill.

TGIFY

2010-03-19T23:42:00.006+08:00

Already two people said we look like siblings! Pretty ironic.
I love FZK ttm! Thanks a gazilion times for today!

Hi Aisyah,
I'm Aqilah Handball kkk?
I LOVE YOU. Haha!

XXXXX

2010-03-18T16:07:00.003+08:00

Synergy

2010-03-17T14:07:00.001+08:00

Swear to god Art is sucha pain in the arse.

Day 4

2010-03-15T11:44:00.002+08:00

"Smile and the world will smile along with you."

:(

2010-03-14T15:25:00.001+08:00

Dear Potato,
why the hell are you rotting?

!@#$

2010-03-13T15:15:00.003+08:00

Hi,

CAMP WAS A BLAST.

That's all you need to know.
I'm dying, inside and out.

GIVE ME A BREAK MAN!

Today, however: with no doubt, I'm a winner.

R.T

2010-03-07T14:53:00.001+08:00

She thaught me the "Chubby Bunny" game.
Love Love Love Rinny Trihani!
Have fun at the concert!

EPIC

2010-03-06T20:54:00.003+08:00

Splendid Saturday!
Definitely a splendid Saturday!
Photography's the thing! :D I'd like to thank you! Yes you! (Shabrina,Hilmie,Nasrah,Stick) for today!Who knew the scorching sun would made ths Saturday indelible?It's 9.05! Paramore's no in S'pore yet! :O

PARAMORE

2010-03-05T13:26:00.000+08:00

I never wanna play "Chubby Bunny" again!
Okay, have second thoughts. OMG! TMRW'S THE DAY!
Happy 17th HMP! :D :D

:(

2010-02-27T18:20:00.002+08:00

I wanted to fall sick before my Math test.
Not after all the tests! Grr!

(:

2010-02-22T21:48:00.006+08:00

22nd- the date/day that I'm never looking forward to.
Somehow today turned out great.

It's crazy to think that you love the person who hurts you the most.
It's even crazier to think that the person who hurts you, loves you.

"What's up with Aqilah and him?"
MYOB! :P

-

2010-02-14T16:43:00.002+08:00

UGLY

bear the burnt

2010-02-13T22:06:00.007+08:00

Define Hatred.
Define Envy.
Define Irritants.
Define Changes.
Define everythingthatyoudoisreallydumbandyousoneedtocheckthemirror.

Dear Fucker,
I fucking hate you. I fucking hate you to the core! If I were to get a rose tmrw, I'd be chanting "I hate you, I really hate you, I hate you, I really hate you" and the last petal shall be "I FUCKING HATE YOU" Argh! Can you tell how mad I am, right now?!

Fuckingirritatingsonofabitchstupidmotherfucking
assholefreakidioticattitudedamnbloodyannoying
attitudegoddamnbitch = you
DO THE MATH (:

I'm fine thank you

2010-02-11T22:18:00.004+08:00

What I learn about life, everyday: "It goes on"

I'm fine,
I know I'll be fine.

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH TAYLOR LAUTNER!
Yea, Imma die-hard fan.

a sucker for love

2010-02-07T15:39:00.006+08:00

"Sticks and stones are hard on bones. Aimed with angry art, words can sting anything but silence breaks the heart."

I hate wondering why it has to be me, that you found and choose to love, like you said. I hate thinking that I'm about to ruin everything. I hate this ugly feeling inside of me. I hate where things are going between you and me sometimes. I hate it when we argue and keep claiming that it's our own fault and end up arguing about who to take the blame. I hate venting my anger at you even if you tell me to let it out. I hate having to go through obstacles that's always coming to our way but we decide to overcome it in our own way. I hate doubting you. I hate hurting a kind soul who gives up almost everything just for me. I hate hiding from you. I hate everything that I do to you, besides saying "I love you" :'(

From NEQ (:

2010-01-31T12:10:00.001+08:00

January Hunks & Babes

01 JAN: Happy 16th Farhanna!
02 JAN: Happy 14th Qhairun!
05 JAN: Happy 15th Adilla & Sha'aban!
06 JAN: Happy 15th Nur Atiqah!
09 JAN: Happy 15th Fykachuu!
10 JAN: Happy 15th Arif !
11 JAN: Happy 18th Kayan!
12 JAN: Happy 17th Grace!
17 JAN: Happy 15th Irene!
18 JAN: Happy 15th Khai !
19 JAN: Happy 16th Zakiah!
20 JAN: Happy 18th Hambali !
24 JAN: Happy 15th Zafirah & Happy 17th Ali!
25 JAN: Happy 15th Yana Kechik & Hisham!
26 JAN: Happy 15th Wen Yi & Huzairi !
28 JAN: Happy 15th Farahin & Happy 16th Shafiqah!
29 JAN: Happy 15th Joshua!
30 JAN: Happy 15th Atiqah, Iffah, Wen Cheng & ME !

This marks the end of January (:
Have a Fabulous February!

Fifteen

2010-01-30T13:43:00.004+08:00

I'd like to thank everyone for the wishes through text message, phone calls, online, birthday cards etc. Belated, advance or on the day itself. Thank you all for the gifts and surprises! Much appreciated. Sorry if I missed out anyone in my "thank-you message". Yguys made my day! & a very Happy 15th Birthday to these two fuzz buckets, whose birthdays' are on this particular date too! HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY IFFAH & WEN CHENG! Miss yguys truckloads!

Thank you a hundred thousand million billion gazillion times!

xoxo,
NEQ

differences

2010-01-26T18:11:00.002+08:00

STRONG

2010-01-24T16:05:00.004+08:00

Hahahahah! I feel like laughing! Oh wait! I just did! You crack the funniest joke on Earth! Jolly good show, jolly good show indeed ^^ Dyou work at the circus? Are you a comedian? Oh I see I see. Awseome show you put on there! Wonder what's gonna be in the next episode... Hmm

I know I'll be fine,
& this time, it's gonna be my way
on the highway

I'll walk the mile with you

2010-01-23T18:37:00.002+08:00

Even if it takes decades to reach the other end of the world.

07, so what?

2010-01-23T15:05:00.009+08:00

As that particular day draws near, I figured I've been having stupid-annoying-hectic days. So, what's there to be excited about, right? Oh go to hell with those surprises that's about to come! I'm pretty much having one of the worst days of my life :(

Hey you! Get this fucking fact right in your bloody brain. We're teeeeeeens now, fucking teeeeeeeens. God! Even toddlers are more mature than you. Fuck you very very much! I hate conflicts between friends. I miss the old days with mates. Middle school isn't the best part of my life anymore.

No wonder yesteday was a bad day, it was the 22nd! Only god knows. :)

Baby, I will never try to live a lie again.

Don't worry, be happy! ^^

2010-01-21T00:09:00.005+08:00

Why's everyone upset today? :/
I'm all ears today, so glad I could helped some people to cheer up ^^

Find the remedy to numb this pain.
If you come back to my life,
then maybe I could live again.

p/s: 09 more days!

Satruday Night

2010-01-17T14:18:00.004+08:00

I fell in love with my blog song. Hi Adilla, I stole it. Heheheh.
I love love love Sturday Night!

Must-Learn-Stick-Walking!
Reason being:
(1) I won't have to wait to grow tall.
(2) If Singapore floods, I'm safe. (HI AHMAD, LAUGH ALL YOU WANT)

powerless

2010-01-15T18:54:00.003+08:00

LONELY ME=LONELY DAYS=LONELY WEEK
p/s: thank you ♥

pressure

2010-01-11T19:49:00.002+08:00

Upon seeing the release of the 'o' levels results, I felt sad for those who cried. Be it tears of joy or disappointment. It's sad to think that they're leaving, also to see some of them in great disappointment. Somehow, I felt motivated as well. Motivated to study of course. Right now, in my current position, I keep thinking that I'll never be able to achieve my goals. But then again, some of them might have been in the same situation as me. There's such thing as "New week, New resolution" ain't there? I've got new resolutions in mind. Nah, I'm not listing 'em out cause I'm afraid my words won't turn into action.

Yknw, one thing that I can't stand about myself is that I tend to lose hope easily and always look down on myself. This is bad. I gotta stop this or my mind will forever be played with. Sometimes, I tell myself that I wanna do something important in my life. So important that I'll be the happiest girl in the world if I succeed. Sometimes, I think my expections are too high. Is it me, or am I just being plain paranoid over this whole in-the-future thing?

once more

2010-01-10T23:31:00.002+08:00

FIND ME THE RESET BUTTON!
I wanna start over 2010 :'(

chasing yesterday

2010-01-09T12:13:00.001+08:00

Maybe we needed a time out.
Imissyou :(

bear the burnt

2010-01-04T21:15:00.009+08:00

I can't find a specific word to discribe today.
Despite the rough start, I think today was indelible. Just like the first day in a new school. Started the day by coming late. This is bad, good thing it's the first day of school. I wasn't booked, hold etc. I wasn't prepared for school, but I was really looking forward to it until something happened which brought my mood down. I wanted to hide my emotions, but my expression shows so much about how I was feeling at that time. I need to stop frowning. Miss Jumilia said I look too serious. Even if I don't frown people say I look arrogant. I should learn to smile a little more, even though I'm having a bad day. That way, I won't have to answer to "what's wrong?". Heheh, sorry. Sometimes it's just me. When I answer "I don't know" don't test me because sometimes it's just mood swings.

I love how training went today. Lots of running, circuits and it din worn me out one bit though I sweat as though I just hit the showers. This shows that my stamina is still there. Thank god. I was sad at a point of time during training, but then a miracle happened. Please don't laugh when I say, I can do men's push up at last. I really couldn't do it all this while, prolly because of my oh-so-weak arm. I guess handball trainings did the trick. :D
I wasn't quite paying attention during the team talk. But I did catch a few points which might have hit me. & since the names are not submitted for the Zones yet, I'll fight for where I have to stand. I know where I stand, and I'll fight for that position.

Dear school,
as much as I hate listening to teachers babble about stuff I could care less about,
I missed it. But then again, maybe it's not you. It's him ~

p/s: 3E5 rocks socks!

packed

2010-01-03T19:46:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna be really busy. So this is somehow a good thing. Hehe. Only god knows what I'm trynna say. I've cut my fringe. I think I look like a dork. I'm not sure if my school shoes are acceptable. Great or what? I'm scared. I'm scared everyone's gonna hate me on the first day of school. This is bad. I think I'll show a lot of attitude due to PMS. This is really bad!

On second thought, tmrw won't be so bad because I miss my friends, alot. So I'd be so glad to see them and I have so much (and I mean SO much) to share. Hehehe. Hi girlfriends, fuzz buckets and faggots, rindu oi~

I'll be extremely busy, that's for sure. I've got to juggle academic with two ccas! Cool shit.

Gonna go pack.
I found my tie and it's reaaaaaaally dusty. Yikes.

Ready, get set, ROCK!

2010-01-01T13:12:00.007+08:00

First of all : Happy.Awesome.Monsterfabularific.New.Year!
Second, I'm sorry I couldn't countdown with cliques/awesome mates. Curse you cruel fate!

I wanna start a fresh. Set those horrible things in 2009 aside and maybe let the sweet memories remain in my heart :D 2009 has been quite a blast. Had a few ups and down but hey, you know there's always a good solution to all of `em. I wouldn't want to list down my resolutions, but I hope this year's gonna be great. Come to think of it, it might just be as bad as this year :(

Dear fate... (oh,who am I kidding -.- Fate's always cruel to me)

Resolutions for year 2010:

2009-12-31T18:53:00.006+08:00

My goal is to achieve my goal. Hahahah!
Now now, don't be such busybodies.
Not listing out anything (yet).

Ridin' Solo with you in my mind

2009-12-30T14:06:00.004+08:00

Why do I feel pain and misery every time I see you?

Tell me, if someone keeps saying sorry over little things, dyou get annoyed? This is unfair~!! Today I slept at 7, thinking I could stay awake as dawn draws near while accompanying a certain someone. Eventually, I fell asleep. You poor poor thing. I'm so sorry. Sometimes I'm sorry that I keep saying sorry. What's this sorrowful feeling doing inside of me? I keep hurting you, but then again; it's not like I meant to. I'd love to set things right but it's hard if we both don't speak up. What's there to hide? I don't know either. It's strange to think that everythings going on well but you know it isn't, just because yóu're at your happiest.

xoxo

30

2009-12-30T03:13:00.005+08:00

I'm exactly a month away from youknowhat. If you don't know, I knock your head. Heheh. Can't wait~! Won't be expecting much though.
nites faggots!

Speaking of which, I miss the darn faggots. Hahaha.
Meet up soon! Or not, cause I'm stuck at home till .... forever is over :(
hahahahaha. I wanna countdown with mates this year! Awesome awesome mates! Dear fate, give me what I desire and I'll not call you cruel like how I used to. Hehehe, k I'm being ridiculous.
Goodnight! [for real now]

growing pains

2009-12-25T17:45:00.001+08:00

"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.”
-Jim Morrison

ugly

2009-12-21T11:16:00.007+08:00

Okay so I procrastinated. I don't think I'll privatize. Heheh.
What? I always procrastinate!

I need to know, do bad days always start when you wake up late/you're late for an occasion?
One word to describe yesterday: UGLY
I'm too idiotic for the outside world. I hate going out alone cause I'll always lose my way. Okay so apparently I got lost in the South(where I live -.-). I can't believe it, I can't familiarise myself with the place that I've been living in for years. How dumb, right?

Lemme tell you how handball went:
Referee:(beeeeeeeep!) gave me a yellow card.
Then again, (beeeeeep!) another yellow card. Was expecting a red card after that, but no. Phew!
I almost killed a National player on court. I gotta work on my defending. 2nd place. Oh yeah!

I hate the fact that I'm always looking down on myself. I just find it hard to love myself sometimes. [This is how idiotic/pathetic I am. Grr!]
p/s: IN NEED FOR SPEED!

KHRL

2009-12-14T23:41:00.006+08:00

Hi yuyul,if you're reading this (I know you are):
You're very annoying and thick-skinned. You annoy me like shit and I can't stand your nonsense. You're English is too chim for me to understand sometimes. Stop using chim words on me! You're not cute,stop kembang-ing and self praising.HAHAHA.
okay that's about it. He's really annoying.
AND SO IS HIS COUSIN A.K.A HILMIE HANAFIAH A.K.A THE NEW BLACK :D
Oh ya and yuyul looks like young M.J. Cool shit!
p/s: Ayul,don't prasan,this is not meant for you and I don't call you yuyul (-.-")

<3

2009-12-14T23:41:00.003+08:00

I played handball and netball bare-footed today and I got two boo-boos on both feet! Pain Pain! And almost got chased by a dog. -.- Hi Arasha, Iloooooooveyou! Play handball again k? HAHAH. Smack your face then yknow. Today was fun!

What I learnt today :

2009-12-13T21:12:00.004+08:00

"your body is the harp of your soul and it's yours to bring forth sweet music from it or confused sounds"
-Khalil Gibran

It sounds wrong o.o
hahahahah! Then I saw another quote which made me come to a conclusion that I shall not laugh too much/anymore,

"With mirth and laughter, let old wrinkles come "
-William Shakespeare

I got these quotes from Body World at Science Center.
Pretty amazing exhibition :) I'm shagged. Someone's coming afterwards to watch football(?). My brother's really annoying. He keeps bringing home friends after work instead of food. Heh. What? I'm hungry! Wanna go eat.
Toodles!

butter fingers

2009-12-12T13:19:00.002+08:00

Awesomeeeee~!

toppled upside-down

2009-12-11T16:44:00.006+08:00

Each day, for me, is like the same bowl of nachos served with boredom and extra laziness.
Service with a smile, ~~nothing will go wrong~~ everything has gone wrong.

Thought my holiday was getting better until I found out that I'm so called "grounded" till school starts. Why must there be the phrase "life is unfair"?
Sometimes,I wish to be happy from the start till the end of a day. That would be totally awesome, but I hate the fact that happiness sometimes doesn't last forever.

Dear god, please help me bear this burn.

passion

2009-12-11T01:02:00.002+08:00

♥

2009-12-05T14:49:00.020+08:00

Hi I love m&m(s) and you.

My sister had fake curls yesterday

A day with mom was quite a joy :) She kept criticising clothes that she finds ugly.

& somehow we were lost in the streets? I realise how cute my mom is today~

Hehehehe. She keep asking me to make brownies. :O

She must've loved it the first time I made them. Hahaaha.

What a Joke -.-

holiday

2009-12-03T22:40:00.005+08:00

Let's set those negative issues aside.
I just got back from KL Malaysia last night. Guess what I found in Grandad's backyard!

Ain't that cute? I don't know where the other two went.
I love love love what I bought. Though I regretted buying one pouch.
Ribs are soooooooooo deliciouszxzxzxz! Dad said his twins are as tall as the twin tower.
I've heard and learnt alot from dad on those days.
I love my dad. Heheh~

the gift of a friend

2009-12-03T14:19:00.008+08:00

To think that nothing will go wrong between us made me felt like I've found the bestest friend in the world. I once told a friend that whoever leaves you would be stupid and will regret his/her whole life for doing so. Spoke too soon? I never wanted anything like this to happen. Especially after all the stories that you've shared with me about your past. I'm sorry you found a friend like me. I thought I could make things better. But I guess I'm one of your past too. And like I said, I'm glad I found you. Truely, I am. I swear to god that this friendship was the best I've ever had. I treasure it alot. I even cried thinking of what had just come between us two. Now all I can hope for is to be forgiven.

There's something in this friendship that is different than all the other friendship that I had/I'm having. It should be read in between the lines. I cried myself to sleep while I was on holiday-while I was having a nap, while I was daydreaming. Somehow, you're always lingering in my mind. Maybe fate wants us to be friends forever, but I guess it's all up to us. I'm afraid to lose you. Now that you're going away and no longer be anywhere near my area, I can't for see what's going to happen in days to come. Whose going to school with me, whose going to laugh with me, whose going to be my only 'bi', whose going to ditch me. I know I'll miss all of these, but it's hard if we're no longer what we use to be.

I've learnt what true friendship is and how important it is to me. Don't get me wrong, I do know that friendship is important.
Dad said, "if you're nice to your friends, your friends will be nice to you" I'll keep that in mind. I'm learning not to hold grudges, learning to be patient etc. I hope I'm given another chance to give this friendship a name.

zxzxzxzxzx

2009-11-26T02:09:00.002+08:00

It's better to have more regular friends than many best friends.

Sometimes,it's not what you do that could hurt someone.
It's what you don't do.

Rough night. I think my brain is going to burst -.-
nites'

cruel fate

2009-11-25T15:22:00.006+08:00

I didn't choose between the two.
Stop confusing me. All you ever cared about is your own pain. I'm sorry things turn out this way. I don't know how it happened, but ya. It just happened. Why don't your listen to yourself sometimes? This "thing" that's going on right now,had already happened in the past. Shouldn't there be any reason behind 'em? oh...right... it's always the same reason (person) that's causing all these. Wow you're good.

And you. I know how you feel. Been there,felt that.
I think it's time you think before you said all that.

Till now, I still wonder how come there's 2(?)
Shouldn't it be only one? I'm glad I found you in the first place. Now my words are about to change. I'm sorry you found me. Yknow,I'm really dumb. I'm so dumb,I don't even know what I'm talking about and what's my point. At first I was defending myself, now I'm taking the blame.

This stinks.

sleepovers

2009-11-24T19:42:00.005+08:00

I gotta feeling,that tonight's gonna be a good night *SINGS*

I love sleepovers!
Okay so it's official, I'll be having Rinny staying over for a month.
Weeeehoooo! Okay,movie marathon in 3 ... 2 ... 1!

bye!

let's have our song carved into a rose.

2009-11-24T15:29:00.005+08:00

Remember when you told me you'll write me a song?
I mark your words. Hahaha ...
good luck?

the ol' blue shoe

2009-11-24T14:32:00.005+08:00

our two different worlds

2009-11-24T13:19:00.004+08:00

I hate you alot fo always getting into my way!
Let's put it this way.You have your side and I have mine.
You want my stuff, there's somthing called "asking for permission".
I don't disturb you,you don't come and find trouble with me.
Fair enough?

foot wears

2009-11-23T23:40:00.003+08:00

Happy 14th Aliyah♥!

Underneath That Smile

2009-11-22T23:11:00.005+08:00

Happy Belated 14th Syahida Faiqah!

Yesterday was horror.
Today was the total opposite.
2nd Runners-up!
I think it's fine for beginners.

Take note,I lost my freaking sim card (line).

Lesson learnt: It's hard to live with too many sim cards (don't ask). Spare phone is a MUST!

I hate today's date but somehow it turned out to be a good day;
Shall I rip that smile I had at the end of the day?

yahoooooooo!

2009-11-20T15:28:00.004+08:00

Three Cheers for handball!
Hip-hip!
Handball!(x3)
Hahaha

I'm torn between following my family to KL or staying at home and do my homework. Sounds ridiculous that I'm going to study right? Hahaha. Hrm....I think I'm privating my blog soon. Like next month or something.
Anywaaaaaaaay,yesterday was pretty much a bore. Except after Zakiah and I left the handball court to meet gays and all. I'm scared for this weekend's matches. Wish me luck!
:D

Congratulations Adilla & Arif!
(it's like you just got a baby -.- HAHAHA)

p/s:"fernando" is damn typical shit,super aultra mega force annoying =.=

Pretty Odd

2009-11-18T21:44:00.006+08:00

I wanna be different.
Is different okay?

SON OF A BXTCH!
Someone threw my phone today.
Whoooo! Fuck you very very much!
Muackzzxzx!

xoxo

2009-11-17T22:36:00.003+08:00

Healthy Start

2009-11-17T11:40:00.001+08:00

Candies and Slurpee for breakfast -.-
Oh boy...
Sickening

New Chapter!

2009-11-16T16:44:00.005+08:00

Yeay,I love today!
But I hate the fact that people call me beylo :-/
Am I? Am I? Am I?

I go into E5. I don't know what to say about it. Art and Geog. Hahaha,I think (and hope) next year's gonna be a blast. I've got awesome people around me. Yeaaaaay! And I'll have to cope with my studies if I were to join handball. Can you believe it,I'm already playing for the school this weekend. Yeaaaaay!

& come to think of it,even I can't imagine how it's like to be in a team with people like me and Zakiah. We're all "Ahhh! Ahhh! Ahhh!" -.- Super annoying.

I'm in love with Handball! :-D

strong

2009-11-15T12:59:00.002+08:00

I'm not okay (yet)
but I'll be fine :-)

When was the last time you held a helping hand?
When was the last time you said "Everything's going to be alright"?
When was the last time you made a promise,and fulfill it?

Thanks for Thursday bestfriend! ;-)
"Don't judge people by their flaws"
You're not perfect either.

this is all my fault :(

2009-11-11T23:53:00.003+08:00

It's hard to be a sweetheart when you know you're not one.

It sucks to be me.
I hate myself.
Really really hate myself.
AQILAH,YOU BAD GIRL!
k, bbl sorang -______________________________-
this is sickening

Maybe it's just me

2009-11-11T23:34:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry I hurt some people because

of my stupid attitude

I feel like crying ready.

& to you,I'm sorry I din tell you.
Now that you've given up,I'm afraid to tell.
I think I've gone to far.
I tried to stop but I was havng fun I think.

I'm sorry all :'(

set my heart at ease

2009-11-11T23:20:00.003+08:00

Holidays are plain boring. Can't believe I'm saying this but I think I miss school o.O
My attitude sucks alot these days. Mood swings etc. I hate it alot.
No mood for blgging,just blog because my blog looks disgusting,somehow.
Okay this is bullshit.
Goodnight.

(I hope tmrw goes well. My god,it's just a movie.)
God Damn It!

over here!

2009-11-11T15:49:00.003+08:00

Tagg Replies:

Raikha: Heyy you! ^^
Aiye:aww man! hahahaha
Aliah:Relinked! Mwackzxz!
hahaha
Adillasepet:MovieMarathon yok! My place :) heheh
.: Oh hello. You came back -.- or different person?
Zakiah:Hahahaha,mcm hantu kan?
Ahmad.H: that's because I don't!
Fahmi: Hey! ^^
Passerby: No,I don't have a twin. Please. Hahaha
Rinny: Can't wait! Cant wait! Heheheheh

overdued photos

2009-11-11T15:33:00.001+08:00

Oh look at the time!

heheheh

Tommorow's the bomb! ^^

:D

2009-11-10T19:23:00.003+08:00

I drank milk with chocolate love letters as straws ^^
lovey these precious stuffs [look up]
hoot hoot~!

toodles ;-)

boredom strikes

2009-11-10T18:23:00.003+08:00

Jay Sean's real name is very cool -"Kamaljit Singh Jhooti"

Yea well I got bored and decided to read up on celeb's biography
which is pretty fun and entertaining.

wait a minute

2009-11-10T17:26:00.003+08:00

Wouln't you know?I was away for a few hours only -.-"

I'm shagged and I'm torn between quiting netball and joining handball.
I'm through with netball. Been skipping trainigs so might as well quit.

I think I miss school.
My holidays are getting b to the o to the r-i-n-g.
I hope Thursday's a blast.

AWAY

2009-11-10T01:04:00.002+08:00

for the sake of xxxxxxxxxxxxx
WILL BE BACK!

what's it like to be alone? :/

zxzxzxzxzxz

2009-11-09T15:32:00.003+08:00

Hi,
I miss you already :(
It's 3.33~!

I'm glad I skipped training.
I hate you alot damn bitch! I know you're thinking likewise.That's why I don't mind.
& I love my blog song!
heheheheheheh.
♫♪♫♪♪Dyou remember? Dyou remember?♫♪♫♪♪
*SINGS*

p/s:Sunday isn't a good day to go to Serangoon -.-

:)

2009-11-06T14:37:00.003+08:00

Mom says my eyes look like Chinese,my skin's dark like an Indian. By right Imma Malay -.-
What? Racial Harmony is it?

Opening a hamper is like opening tem presents. I hate the way they tape everything together.Hah. Ya okay nothing much to talk about today. Going off to town later for some reason. I'm shagged and I just recovered. I cried when I watched "my sister's keeper". Hahaha
ok bye

princess by night

2009-11-03T10:52:00.006+08:00

Welcome home! I liked it better when you were away.
Heh,fake.

I think she was home sick. Wow,she must've missed me alot.Hahahaha.
& thanks for yesterday, Arasha :)

Desn't everybody wanna fall in love?

2009-11-02T12:49:00.000+08:00

I think that I love him more than life itself
I know that I’ll never find nothing close to him
Never going to stop
I’ll love him till I drop
Ain’t never going to let him go
He drives me so crazy
I so love my baby
The way he be making me feel

I know you think I’m dead wrong
Some of the shit that be going on
But are you going to stop my heart
From falling in love

Doesn't everybody wanna fall in love?
Doesn't everybody wanna need someone?
Remember when you told me
That you didn't have no one
You would’ve given anything to have someone
So don’t hate on my ‘cause

He’s so good to me
He’s so sweet to me
I know that you don’t think I know I’m in love
But doesn't everyone wanna fall in love
Fall in love

You think the way I’m to young
Won’t give me a break
I know when you fell in love you was seventeen
I bet you didn't stop
When it was getting hard
And I know you didn't let him go
So how is this different?
And why should I listen to you
Don’t know what’s in my heart

I know you think I’m dead wrong
Some of the shit that be going on
But how are you going to stop my heart
From falling in love

Doesn't everybody wanna fall in love?
Doesn't everybody wanna need someone?
Remember when you told me
That you didn't have no one
You would’ve given anything to have someone
So don’t hate on my ‘cause

He’s so good to me
He’s so sweet to me
I know that you don’t think I know I’m in love
But doesn't everyone wanna fall in love

Doesn't everybody wanna fall in love?
Doesn't everybody wanna need someone?
Remember when you told me
That you didn't have no one
You would’ve given anything to have someone
So don’t hate on my ‘cause

He’s so good to me
He’s so sweet to me
I know that you don’t think I know I’m in love
But doesn't everyone wanna fall in love

I been looking at him
He been looking at me
It don’t really matter
What they think about us
No, no, no, no, no, no
And we can hold it down forever
Long as you and I are together
You don’t know what’s in my heart

I know you think I’m dead wrong
Some of the shit that be going on
But are you going to stop my heart
From falling in love

Doesn't everybody wanna fall in love?
Doesn't everybody wanna need someone?
Remember when you told me
That you didn't have no one
You would’ve given anything to have someone
So don’t hate on my ‘cause

He’s so good to me
He’s so sweet to me
I know that you don’t think I know I’m in love
But doesn't everyone wanna fall in love

But doesn't everybody wanna fall in love?
Doesn't everybody wanna need someone?
Remember when you told me
That you didn't have no one
You would’ve given anything to have someone
So don’t hate on my ‘cause

He’s so good to me
He’s so sweet to me
I know that you don’t think I know I’m in love
But doesn't everyone wanna fall in love
Fall in love
Fall in love
Fall in love

party party party!

2009-11-02T11:03:00.005+08:00

Happy 10th Birthday Nur Liwani Izzati.

Oct 29:
Happy Sweet Sixteen Isadora!
Oct 13:
Happy 1st Birthday Amni :-)
Oct 12:
Happy fifteenth Ashaarsaha!

Have a fabulous party!
xoxo,
Q

OUTDATED

2009-10-30T17:32:00.007+08:00

Tagg Replies:

Mangkok-Hahahaha, already end. Thanks anyway.
Fishcake-linked,thanks
Adilla-think I rpelied a your taggboard ready. Oh well :D
Zayanah-yes! yes! linked :)
Syaf-done
Epul-hahaha,okay thanks.
Arasha- Hi awak

Mangkok-Hello,hahaha. Thanks. For?
Ayul- OK Aiman- Done Aisya- Thanks :)
Mangkok- Thanks :)
Arif- Heyy!
Arasha- hahahahahahahhahahahaha!
Rinny- not laptop,mac book -.-
Adilla- biasa jugak.... hahahha

Zakiah- hahahahhaa, "the way he's been making me feel!"
Adilla-Suara kao cute! Hahahahahah!
Zakiah-later my comp lag....
Ahmad.H-hahhahaha,okay.
Zakiah/Arasha- tell me when you're done :)
Dina(sedawe)-Hahahaha,okay paiseh. Changed!
Aliah- miss talking to you too :(
Pbbbbbbbbbbbbeee- Hi,cool name. She's born in 1995,DO THE MATH :-)
. - heyy :) another cool name!

I'm annoyed!

I'm annoyed because I've been receiving calls and text message from unknown people. Now I get taggs from unknown people with cool identification.
You're so annoying,whoever you are.

Sigle Star Award.HEHE

2009-10-28T22:35:00.004+08:00

Whose up for a game of Canoe Polo?

Why is it always you who ruins my day?

Yay,I'm proud of myself for overcome my fear of capsizing.Heheheh.
Hello?It took me lots of courage okay. Okay so today was awesome.
Gonna miss my coach.She's been very patient with me.
I've got nothing to say,I'm kinda sad and happy a the same time.
THANKS BOTH OF YOU :)

Say what?!

2009-10-27T22:07:00.004+08:00

I THINK I MISS MY SISTER :(

Edited:
Watch Moto GP on 24/25 Oct :D
Sorry I "ditched" you (Arasha,Fahmi,Izzat)

xoxo

2009-10-24T18:19:00.004+08:00

Nike Run 2009

THE DAY THE WORLD RUNS:

I really appreciated the high-fives/"cheewup!"/*winks* from the runners today. However,I couldn't accept the fact that some people don't get sleepy even if it's 3 am in the morning.I could hardly sleep last night thanks to majority of the people who made alot of noises. I thought it was my bad day cause ,my phone was about to die anyway.Turns out that this whle Nike Run thing was awesome despite my lazy eyes that got people to say "cheer up!".

♥

2009-10-23T13:24:00.008+08:00

(ROFL)
http://qs-gallery.blogspot.com/

xoxo,
Q

you're on your own

2009-10-22T23:41:00.018+08:00

Today's a corny day!
X-Country:"I din win,but I felt like a winner"
I think I did my best today.I din stop,despite my hurt ankles.
MANY THANKS TO:
Ahmad,for not ditching me
Fahmi,for ditching me & for the treat
Gays for ditching me and make me
limp all the way down the slope.
THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS :D

Girl,I hope you're reading this:

I think it's really stupid and typical to start a fight because of staring.& to think of it,no one ever wants to admit who stared at who first.I mean,you don't even know who's the fire starter and you start pointing your dirty fingers at others.I'm not holding grudges.Neither am I siding any parties but honestly speaking,dyou actually think there's a reason for her to stare at you?

& get over it/him,you're being foolish anyway.Same as me,you just took the wrong path.Hope you'll find your way out of this mess! I've gotten out of mine. Meet you at the finishing line! ;)

Destiny

2009-10-22T00:09:00.008+08:00

"choice not chance,defines your destiny"

X-Country tmrw. My stamina has gone way too low.... :(

Made it into the team and my words turned into contradiction.

YadaaYadaaYadaa,I feel hopeless :/

up-town-girl

2009-10-20T14:44:00.006+08:00

To town with awesome poeple. They made yesterday indelible.Thanks ♥!
Will upload photos and have proper updates soon.

xoxo,
Q

Do the Math

2009-10-18T11:53:00.009+08:00

To girls everywhere:
"Expectations without communication equals frustration"

My decision was final,but I'm still having doubts.
I'm afraid I took the wrong path (again)...

You,dear friend,just ruined my Friday Night.
From a laughing gas,to a hopeless girl.
Thanks alot,I hope you're happy.
Had enough?

-

2009-10-15T00:17:00.005+08:00

Everyone wants to be different,which makes us all the same
(I think the above photo is one of the best pictures I've ever captured)

xoxo,
Q

Saya Lilly Allen :D

2009-10-11T10:18:00.007+08:00

Shairwan,Fahmi

Hi gays,(Ahmad,Azrul,Fahmi,Shairwan)
Get well soon! Pity you people...

Yesterday was spent with Adilla! Awesomeeee! Out from morning till night. The day was tragically spent,I really hate it but she made the evening unforgettable! Out to town,walk walk and talk talk,tamp and shopped for stuff.I'm attracted to yellow sneakers! Matches my new top.Salesman called me Lilly Allen >Homed by 10.

Did I mention an English hottie winked at me?!
Cool shitezzxxzxzx!

-

2009-09-30T20:00:00.011+08:00

"We were once so strong"

I wonder what's gotten into you.
& I wonder why I held a helping hand when you din even reach out for it.

**Mugging for EOY
Best of luck to candidates!

Happy Belated fifteenth Nicole!
Hppy Sweet Sinteenth Farhanna!
Happy Advance fourteenth Sofia!

XOXO

lovey dovies

2009-09-28T02:16:00.005+08:00

This one's Syafiqah. She's the noisy one.Damn cute right?

MEET: Syahirah & Syafiqah!
Go figure out which is which

Aren't they just the cutest little things?!

Those two baby girls are twins!One of them ate my phone :(

The other was fighting with another baby.I could've learned baby language from them.
& those three kittens...are triplets,I think(?)

Their dad is gay,trust me.

Shocking right?

Just like ol' times

2009-09-26T15:35:00.010+08:00

Aqilah,Syaf,Haziqah

Sofia, Amalina, Iffah, Aqilah, Syaf, Haziqah
Hakim, Arashad, Hafiz, Afiq.T, Afiq.I, Anazrul(Boss kecik.Heheheheh)

Raye with old mates.Much misses!Some pople missing-Irritating.
Organisation very bad! (More irritating!)
I was sleeping when they came to my crib.Hahahaha! Not irritating okay. Heheheh
& I love my hair~! Good hair day brings up my mood+ brown eyes on Friday Night.Other hang outs after exams!Heheh
Photos bersepah uyk.I need those!

(Okay,just got one here) Taken by:Syaf!

Happy belated 16th Hilmie!
(I feel like stealing you camera! Heheheh)

---------------------------------------------------------

Edited:

Lemme tell you how this day reall went for me:

Q:Omg,having headache!
& i kept repeating it again and again.
When going up the stairs:
Q:If I fall someone must catch ah...

Hahahahaha!
Okay,seriously I was having major headache.Lasted for about 3 days I think.

xoxo

2009-09-23T16:51:00.006+08:00

Burning midnight oil,missing midnight calls

will be back real soon

Last Laugh:

(Aunt and family watching video-taken in the 1990s)
Aunt: Omg!That's me!Eh,can I borrow the disks?I wanna burn the CD at home
Her son: Why you wanna burn the CD,mummy?How am I going to see you forever? Later I cannot see you forever!

Hahhaha.He's only 5.He thought his mom meant that literally.
p/s: Shall I change to previous layout or stick to current layout?Sorry,didn't print screen.

xoxo,
Q