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the gift of a friend
Thursday, December 3, 2009
To think that nothing will go wrong between us made me felt like I've found the bestest friend in the world. I once told a friend that whoever leaves you would be stupid and will regret his/her whole life for doing so. Spoke too soon? I never wanted anything like this to happen. Especially after all the stories that you've shared with me about your past. I'm sorry you found a friend like me. I thought I could make things better. But I guess I'm one of your past too. And like I said, I'm glad I found you. Truely, I am. I swear to god that this friendship was the best I've ever had. I treasure it alot. I even cried thinking of what had just come between us two. Now all I can hope for is to be forgiven.There's something in this friendship that is different than all the other friendship that I had/I'm having. It should be read in between the lines. I cried myself to sleep while I was on holiday-while I was having a nap, while I was daydreaming. Somehow, you're always lingering in my mind. Maybe fate wants us to be friends forever, but I guess it's all up to us. I'm afraid to lose you. Now that you're going away and no longer be anywhere near my area, I can't for see what's going to happen in days to come. Whose going to school with me, whose going to laugh with me, whose going to be my only 'bi', whose going to ditch me. I know I'll miss all of these, but it's hard if we're no longer what we use to be. I've learnt what true friendship is and how important it is to me. Don't get me wrong, I do know that friendship is important. Dad said, "if you're nice to your friends, your friends will be nice to you" I'll keep that in mind. I'm learning not to hold grudges, learning to be patient etc. I hope I'm given another chance to give this friendship a name. |
Goodbye.
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