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I gave myself a bad name
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
I get your point and I am really really sorry.I don't hate you either.Paranoid?Mhmm...guess so. Sorry I doubt you and all. I AM SO SORRY AMIRAH! I had to put her name.I need her to know that I'm refering to her.& I know you're reading this.Aren't you? I've been hurting people mentally and probably physically oh and well...cyberly too? Oh god,I really hate myself.Now I'm afraid to talk.I'm afraid I'll hurt people through my words without realising.ARGHHHH! I'm tearing up! I shouldn't be and yknow why? BECAUSE I'M FASTING! Grrrrr!
I know,no wait I think.I think your cliques knows about this too? Don't say you don't hate me.I mean c'mon you should. I started this whole thing; I was the bitchy one; I learnt my lesson; I hate myself very very vey very much! I hate the fact that I'm me . I hate the fact that I'm talkative. I hate the fact that when I talk,there's no fullstop. I hate the fact that I get paranoid easily(uhuh,been there so many times,which means I've hurt so many people,too many,I shall say) I hate the fact that things has to turn out this way. I hate the fact that I hurt people to hurt myself. I hate the fact that I'm ugly on the inside. I hate the fact that I do not listen to what some people have to say for themselves I hate the fact that I..... I've got too many hatred about the facts in my life that I'm not gonna list them out. Most of them are personal :/ ok bye -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I need someone to talk to real badly :( Labels: The magic of guilt |
Goodbye.
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